Talking with Ghost's & Walking in Faith
Apr 15, 2018 0:22:54 GMT -5
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Post by Extinction on Apr 15, 2018 0:22:54 GMT -5
"Face Adversity With Faith."
Those were his last words before he finally succumb and passed out from the pain. I understand know the fear and horror one can experience watching as a loved one fades away. He's not dead but the way his eyes fluttered like moths to a flame before they were all burnt out within an instant. He said....
"Face Adversity With Faith."
All God did was smile & nod as he kissed him upon the forehead and whispered
“Rest oh faithful servant, the Lord will bear your burden and carry your weight to the Kingdom above"
He then rose from bended knees and places his hand upon my shoulder and simply looked into my eyes with a nod as if he saw my soul and gave it not peace but instead lit a raging inferno within my bones. He faded away leaving only Velvet who now sat by his bedside placing a vase of white & yellow lily’s on the table stand and looking over at me she declared....
"Keep digging that well"
I must have shot her a look of fury, confusion or both as she smiled like HE does with that all knowing grin and again told me to.....
"dig that well"
and then again
"dig that well"
Once more but this time accompanied by song......
Ryan had a blessing from the Lord up above,
Gave him a beautiful woman to love,
A place to live, some land to farm,
Two good legs and two good arms.
The Devil came sneaking around one night,
Decided he would do a little evil to Ryan.
Figured he hit ole Ryan where it hurts so he
Filled up all Ryan's wells with dirt
Ike went out to get his morning drink,
Got a dip full of dirt and his heart did sink
He knew it was the Devil so he said with a grin
Frost blessed me once, he can do it again
So when the rains don’t fall, and the crops all fail,
And the cow ain’t putting any milk in the pail,
Don’t sit around waiting for a check in the mail,
Just pick up your shovel and dig another well,
Pick up your shovel and dig another well.
I left that room with a sly smile that night or I would have until I looked back and saw him still lying there. Lying there because of monster's and false profits.
Rage. Incomprehensible. Rage
It continues to not just sustain, not just fuel not even to motivate. Instead this fire, this inferno that rages deep within my soul it seems to be my purpose, my destiny but more so my faith rewarded in HIS amazing grace and in this case HIS vengeance.
Whatever this is, I don't care. I don't want it to end.
The sun singes my back as I work under its everlasting light. Chopping wood, breaking bricks or just plain tilling the soil why the oxen lye in the shade.
No sleep
No Food
No Water
Instead just this fire that sustains me.
I'm sure my body's covered in sweat, my muscles should ache, my hands blistered and I'm sure I've broken a finger here or there but nothing.
No pain.
No pain.
No pain.
Not a single cell cries out in pain, instead it calls for more.
Anything to get my mind off of MY failure.
But it doesn't work like that, while this may rage and keep away the pain I'm left thinking of him. Over and over no matter what I'm doing, it's like I'm not even there. Instead I'm with him and his message reverberates through my body, rattles my bones and breaks my heart........
“Question: How well do you handle pain?”
I should be stunned but I’m not, I know Kenneth is resting in HIS medical suite but as clear as day he’s standing right beside me. I should be questioning my sanity, I should be calling for help, and does anyone else see this?
I don’t.
Why?
Because HE’s used drugs on all of us before, a way to truly cleanse the soul and gain the truth but there was no needle, no spiked drink or laced meal. No this just me, my guilt taking the form of MY failure. So why not? Why not face my guilt and bury it?
Really?
“Alright, moving on how well do you handle problems?"
You do know that I enjoy slaughtering things with large knifes.
"Fair enough, how well do you handle ridicule or criticism?"
Big knives remember.
"Duly noted so then do you lose your victory, joy, perspective, and
confidence when you doubt your faith?"
I only could hang my head in shame and silence and when I looked up he was gone, a phantom haunting me not out of spite but instead of love. Maybe a trip to HIS temple will wash my soul and end my guilt……..
Dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful
trial you are suffering, as though something strange were happening to you.
And when pain, and hurt, and disease, and persecution, and
failure, and disappointment come your way you have only ONE way to respond.
F A I T H in F R O S T
There HE is, you know it actually never seizes to amaze me when I say HE. As if this weren't real just an elaborate illusion cooked up by some guy on a keyboard somewhere.
But this is real.
HE
Is real, I've witnessed too much to deny it. At least now I have, my faith hasn't been like those around me. Honestly sometimes with the way HE is able to conduct them. Well sometimes HIS flock looks less like sheep and instead like seals from Sea World. He speaks, they speak, he stands they stand and HE calls and they answer with simple blind faith.
"In this world you will have trouble but be of good cheer for I have overcome the world."
"We must go through many hardships to enter the kingdom of Frost. Dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering as though something strange were happening to you, consider its pure joy whenever you face trials of many kind"
"God blessed me"
"Once and he can do it again."
"I love that part"
Surprise. Are there ANY words you don't hang off of?
"Well what have you said recently?"
"Because they believe this they "pick up their shovel and dig another well."
"You know some faithful respond very successfully to adversity. By successfully I mean that despite the adversity in their life, their faith is strengthened, their walk with Frost progresses, and they continue to draw close to him and receive his blessings and provision for their life.
Oh you've left"
That sound, that once sweet sounding song of that squeal from an animal just as my blade glides across its throat granting it everlasting peace. That song is anything but sweet, now instead of a song I hear the cries of Ridge and I watch in slow motion as I’m helpless to do anything.
My guilt grows.
“And so do your nightmares”
Is there NO place I can hide?
“From yourself? Brother you have really got to get it straight up there. I’m here; well I’m here because YOU want me here. Your guilt will NEVER quit, nor can YOU ever run from it, just embrace it. Embrace the anger, pain, guilt, fear and replace them all with HIS…..”
THERE IS NO FAITH!!!!!!
………
……………………….
……………………………………………..
Is he gone? Have I finally rid myself of self-pity and a grievous guilty state? What’s that sound, the silence broken by a golf clap?
“Well I didn’t think you were owed a standing ovation brother.”
Turning around still with the blade clutched in my hands, I can feel the grip tighten as there standing in front of me again is my fallen brother.
“Oh don’t look so shocked, I mean Ryan we’ve been down this road before. We returned and you already confessed that no FLASE sin to HIM. Move on Ryan nobody has any time for reruns of things said in the past.”
So then what should I say to get rid of you now?
“Do you really have to say anything? Instead of talking FINALLY listen; listen to a figment a very well imagined figment of your own soul. Listen to me; hear MY words as HIS words. Then confess or rejoice whichever suits you and unload this burden ahead of YOUR moment with HIM come WrestleWar’s.”
Alright I’ll listen
“Good first and foremost brother STOP, stop looking for blame and instead find the beauty of THIS very moment. Instead of a loss you’ve GAINED, you’ve gain the Almighty as OUR tag team partner. Why shy away from the light, HIS light? The biggest stage overshadowed by G O D himself physically having your back but also you having HIS. Your faith never doubted instead it’s displayed on how it gives you strength. HE chose YOU to carry HIS flag and HIS gold into battle, adorned with HIS blessing how could this be ANYTHING but a dream?”
It was YOUR dream.
“And what’s YOUR dream Ryan? Sorry if I never asked you know in real life but now seems as good as time as any”
I…I mean you MUST know
“Of course I know but I want to hear YOU say it.”
Alright. I’ve NEVER had one.
“Well isn’t that a BINGO on the score card of a wasted life.”
Tell me something I don’t know.
“I can’t really remember I’m YOU just better looking and better written. However I can tell you something you just DON’T want to. First off we BOTH know you had a dream, yeah you lost it a long time ago but that’s the thing with time and the Lord. It’s everlasting or forever forgotten in an instant. It’s time to forget the past and step into the light of grace, HIS grace.
God has placed within our heart hopes and dreams that He wants to fulfill for us!
God wants us to dream big, but every dreamer will experience troubles and trials.
To dream extraordinary dreams, we must know the love of Frost.
So do not throw away this confident trust in the Lord. Remember the great reward it brings you! Patient endurance is what you need now, so that you will continue to do Frost’s will. Then you will receive all that HE has promised. They don’t realize that God has a great plan and a great reward for them in this life and the one in the future. That’s why we have to keep pressing ahead, no matter what.
Even if that means one of us is left lying in a hospital bed somewhere, the other MUST carry our cross towards salvation and the hope that HE brings.
First, people who are righteous and walking closely with the Lord still experience adversity in this world. No one is exempt. But the good news is the Lord promises to deliver us as His children out of and through our afflictions when we believe and trust in Him. The righteous person may have many troubles, but the Lord delivers him from them all.
We also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit, who has been given to us.
When we keep pressing ahead, that’s when the love of Frost keeps getting poured into our hearts.
And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast.
God wants us to live in the now, in light of the forever.
Revival has the capacity to awaken those things within the heart of even the most distant saint of Frost.
HE is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or dream, according to HIS power that works in us…..
in YOU
Ryan it’s time to stop digging and look down.
Look at where you’re standing and look whose standing next to you.”
A dream come to life.
For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war after the flesh.
Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalted itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Frost.
While monster’s and false profits have all contributed and harmed the faithful.
There plundering of our joy.
There robbery of our victory.
They have even pillaged our prayers and mocked our worship.
They have looted our peace.
Rejoice not against me . . . for when I fall . . . . . When I sit in darkness, Frost will be a light.
Blessed is he whose transgressions are forgiven, whose sins are covered. Blessed is the man whose sin the LORD does not count against him and in whose spirit is no deceit.
When I kept silent, my bones wasted away through my groaning all day long. For day and night your hand was heavy upon me; my strength was sapped as in the heat of summer.
Then I acknowledged my sin to you and did not cover up my iniquity. I said,
"I will confess my transgressions to the LORD" - and you forgave the guilt of my sin.”
Have mercy on me, O God, according to your unfailing love; according to your great compassion blot out my transgressions.
Wash away all my iniquity and cleanse me from my sin.
Against you, you only, have I sinned and done what is evil in your sight, so that you are proved right when you speak and justified when you judge.
Surely I was sinful at birth, sinful from the time my mother conceived me.
Surely you desire truth in the inner parts; you teach me wisdom in the inmost place.
Cleanse me with hyssop, and I will be clean; wash me, and I will be whiter than snow.
Let me hear joy and gladness; let the bones you have crushed rejoice.
Hide your face from my sins and blot out all my iniquity.
Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me.
Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me.
Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.
I will sprinkle clean water on you, and you will be clean; I will cleanse you from all your impurities and from all your idols. I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh. And I will put my Spirit in you and move you to follow my decrees and be careful to keep my laws and so as MY warrior, as MY horsemen of peace and destruction. Go forth clad in MY Holy Gold as a light shimmering in the darkness, go forth and bring down MY light to illuminate those lost below.
THEN I will teach transgressors your ways, and sinners will turn back to you.
Save me from bloodguilt, O God, the God who saves me and my tongue will sing of your righteousness. O Lord, open my lips, and my mouth will declare your praise.
After we are being restored, David says he is going to TEACH others and WORSHIP Him.
The sin does not mean the end of us. We can “teach transgressors Frost’s ways and turn sinners back to God.” And “open our lips and our mouths to declare HIS praise.”
I will continue to SERVE God. Our past sins need not destroy us for good, if I deal with sin the right way. We come to Frost, to repent of it, receive God’s help and start afresh again, this time with the wisdom to “teach transgressors God’s ways and turn sinners back…
I will not delight in sacrifice, or I would bring it; I do not take pleasure in burnt offerings. The sacrifices of Frost are a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise.
Kyle
Silence
In the name of the ONE and TRUE God almighty I have finally put down my sword for personal gain. Instead as a warrior of God as a fighter for the faithful I take no personal pleasure in what I will do come April 16th. In all honestly the sins of man will NEVER compare to the acts of God and in this case a VENGEFUL one. A God who never takes things personally but a God who never will allow sinner’s to go without consequence.
Kenneth Ridge
Blood will be shed in MY brother’s name. Pounds of flesh will be CUT out of the black hearts you both wear with pride. Like two fishes and everyone remembers what the Lord did with a single fish and five loaves of bread. You both need to look at this Monday not as the end but the beginning of HIS Eden, an Eden you can both be a part of because even on death’s door step there is STILL a chance for HIS redemption, forgiveness basically at G O D’S salvation even after you tried to rip off wings from HIS angel he STILL has the capacity to forgive. It sickens me a little and I’m hoping just a tad you’ll both spit in HIS eyes again allowing blind RAGE to guide OUR hands. Ridge was ROBBED of his chance to stand in the light of HIS glory come WrestleWar’s but despite everything there’s really no contest here. There’s no point in wasting breath to describe the pain & suffering that awaits you both come WrestleWar’s. Just show up and receive you penance from a MERCFUL God and a not so merciful warrior of God himself. My blade thirsts and YOUR blood with bath it with a sweet tinge of victory before God’s Holy Gold baths the universe in HIS light with these words of a fallen angel echoing out to ALL those willing to accept Paul Frost as there Lord and Savior……
"Let go," He says. "Let go."
But my heart is stubborn, so I do not let go.
"What if it hurts?" I say.
"I know it will hurt," He says.
"What if I fall?" I say louder.
"I know you will fall," He says.
"But what if I can't get up?
What if I can't go on?
What if my heart breaks into a thousand pieces?"
"It's all right; just let go."
"No. I can't. I want to, but I can't."
"Let go."
"How? My heart will break. It is breaking already."
"So it will break. Let go."
"I can't. It hurts."
"Don't you know, my child?
If you fall, I will pick you up.
If you can't go on, I will carry you.
Don't you know, my child? Don't you know?
It is when it breaks that I can make you whole again.
It is when it breaks that I can pick out these broken pieces that are hurting you.
It is when it breaks that you can truly learn to love.
You can rise again.
You will rise again.
Let go."
Those were his last words before he finally succumb and passed out from the pain. I understand know the fear and horror one can experience watching as a loved one fades away. He's not dead but the way his eyes fluttered like moths to a flame before they were all burnt out within an instant. He said....
"Face Adversity With Faith."
All God did was smile & nod as he kissed him upon the forehead and whispered
“Rest oh faithful servant, the Lord will bear your burden and carry your weight to the Kingdom above"
He then rose from bended knees and places his hand upon my shoulder and simply looked into my eyes with a nod as if he saw my soul and gave it not peace but instead lit a raging inferno within my bones. He faded away leaving only Velvet who now sat by his bedside placing a vase of white & yellow lily’s on the table stand and looking over at me she declared....
"Keep digging that well"
I must have shot her a look of fury, confusion or both as she smiled like HE does with that all knowing grin and again told me to.....
"dig that well"
and then again
"dig that well"
Once more but this time accompanied by song......
Ryan had a blessing from the Lord up above,
Gave him a beautiful woman to love,
A place to live, some land to farm,
Two good legs and two good arms.
The Devil came sneaking around one night,
Decided he would do a little evil to Ryan.
Figured he hit ole Ryan where it hurts so he
Filled up all Ryan's wells with dirt
Ike went out to get his morning drink,
Got a dip full of dirt and his heart did sink
He knew it was the Devil so he said with a grin
Frost blessed me once, he can do it again
So when the rains don’t fall, and the crops all fail,
And the cow ain’t putting any milk in the pail,
Don’t sit around waiting for a check in the mail,
Just pick up your shovel and dig another well,
Pick up your shovel and dig another well.
I left that room with a sly smile that night or I would have until I looked back and saw him still lying there. Lying there because of monster's and false profits.
Rage. Incomprehensible. Rage
It continues to not just sustain, not just fuel not even to motivate. Instead this fire, this inferno that rages deep within my soul it seems to be my purpose, my destiny but more so my faith rewarded in HIS amazing grace and in this case HIS vengeance.
Whatever this is, I don't care. I don't want it to end.
The sun singes my back as I work under its everlasting light. Chopping wood, breaking bricks or just plain tilling the soil why the oxen lye in the shade.
No sleep
No Food
No Water
Instead just this fire that sustains me.
I'm sure my body's covered in sweat, my muscles should ache, my hands blistered and I'm sure I've broken a finger here or there but nothing.
No pain.
No pain.
No pain.
Not a single cell cries out in pain, instead it calls for more.
Anything to get my mind off of MY failure.
But it doesn't work like that, while this may rage and keep away the pain I'm left thinking of him. Over and over no matter what I'm doing, it's like I'm not even there. Instead I'm with him and his message reverberates through my body, rattles my bones and breaks my heart........
“Question: How well do you handle pain?”
I should be stunned but I’m not, I know Kenneth is resting in HIS medical suite but as clear as day he’s standing right beside me. I should be questioning my sanity, I should be calling for help, and does anyone else see this?
I don’t.
Why?
Because HE’s used drugs on all of us before, a way to truly cleanse the soul and gain the truth but there was no needle, no spiked drink or laced meal. No this just me, my guilt taking the form of MY failure. So why not? Why not face my guilt and bury it?
Really?
“Alright, moving on how well do you handle problems?"
You do know that I enjoy slaughtering things with large knifes.
"Fair enough, how well do you handle ridicule or criticism?"
Big knives remember.
"Duly noted so then do you lose your victory, joy, perspective, and
confidence when you doubt your faith?"
I only could hang my head in shame and silence and when I looked up he was gone, a phantom haunting me not out of spite but instead of love. Maybe a trip to HIS temple will wash my soul and end my guilt……..
Dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful
trial you are suffering, as though something strange were happening to you.
And when pain, and hurt, and disease, and persecution, and
failure, and disappointment come your way you have only ONE way to respond.
F A I T H in F R O S T
There HE is, you know it actually never seizes to amaze me when I say HE. As if this weren't real just an elaborate illusion cooked up by some guy on a keyboard somewhere.
But this is real.
HE
Is real, I've witnessed too much to deny it. At least now I have, my faith hasn't been like those around me. Honestly sometimes with the way HE is able to conduct them. Well sometimes HIS flock looks less like sheep and instead like seals from Sea World. He speaks, they speak, he stands they stand and HE calls and they answer with simple blind faith.
"In this world you will have trouble but be of good cheer for I have overcome the world."
"We must go through many hardships to enter the kingdom of Frost. Dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering as though something strange were happening to you, consider its pure joy whenever you face trials of many kind"
"God blessed me"
"Once and he can do it again."
"I love that part"
Surprise. Are there ANY words you don't hang off of?
"Well what have you said recently?"
"Because they believe this they "pick up their shovel and dig another well."
"You know some faithful respond very successfully to adversity. By successfully I mean that despite the adversity in their life, their faith is strengthened, their walk with Frost progresses, and they continue to draw close to him and receive his blessings and provision for their life.
Oh you've left"
That sound, that once sweet sounding song of that squeal from an animal just as my blade glides across its throat granting it everlasting peace. That song is anything but sweet, now instead of a song I hear the cries of Ridge and I watch in slow motion as I’m helpless to do anything.
My guilt grows.
“And so do your nightmares”
Is there NO place I can hide?
“From yourself? Brother you have really got to get it straight up there. I’m here; well I’m here because YOU want me here. Your guilt will NEVER quit, nor can YOU ever run from it, just embrace it. Embrace the anger, pain, guilt, fear and replace them all with HIS…..”
THERE IS NO FAITH!!!!!!
………
……………………….
……………………………………………..
Is he gone? Have I finally rid myself of self-pity and a grievous guilty state? What’s that sound, the silence broken by a golf clap?
“Well I didn’t think you were owed a standing ovation brother.”
Turning around still with the blade clutched in my hands, I can feel the grip tighten as there standing in front of me again is my fallen brother.
“Oh don’t look so shocked, I mean Ryan we’ve been down this road before. We returned and you already confessed that no FLASE sin to HIM. Move on Ryan nobody has any time for reruns of things said in the past.”
So then what should I say to get rid of you now?
“Do you really have to say anything? Instead of talking FINALLY listen; listen to a figment a very well imagined figment of your own soul. Listen to me; hear MY words as HIS words. Then confess or rejoice whichever suits you and unload this burden ahead of YOUR moment with HIM come WrestleWar’s.”
Alright I’ll listen
“Good first and foremost brother STOP, stop looking for blame and instead find the beauty of THIS very moment. Instead of a loss you’ve GAINED, you’ve gain the Almighty as OUR tag team partner. Why shy away from the light, HIS light? The biggest stage overshadowed by G O D himself physically having your back but also you having HIS. Your faith never doubted instead it’s displayed on how it gives you strength. HE chose YOU to carry HIS flag and HIS gold into battle, adorned with HIS blessing how could this be ANYTHING but a dream?”
It was YOUR dream.
“And what’s YOUR dream Ryan? Sorry if I never asked you know in real life but now seems as good as time as any”
I…I mean you MUST know
“Of course I know but I want to hear YOU say it.”
Alright. I’ve NEVER had one.
“Well isn’t that a BINGO on the score card of a wasted life.”
Tell me something I don’t know.
“I can’t really remember I’m YOU just better looking and better written. However I can tell you something you just DON’T want to. First off we BOTH know you had a dream, yeah you lost it a long time ago but that’s the thing with time and the Lord. It’s everlasting or forever forgotten in an instant. It’s time to forget the past and step into the light of grace, HIS grace.
God has placed within our heart hopes and dreams that He wants to fulfill for us!
God wants us to dream big, but every dreamer will experience troubles and trials.
To dream extraordinary dreams, we must know the love of Frost.
So do not throw away this confident trust in the Lord. Remember the great reward it brings you! Patient endurance is what you need now, so that you will continue to do Frost’s will. Then you will receive all that HE has promised. They don’t realize that God has a great plan and a great reward for them in this life and the one in the future. That’s why we have to keep pressing ahead, no matter what.
Even if that means one of us is left lying in a hospital bed somewhere, the other MUST carry our cross towards salvation and the hope that HE brings.
First, people who are righteous and walking closely with the Lord still experience adversity in this world. No one is exempt. But the good news is the Lord promises to deliver us as His children out of and through our afflictions when we believe and trust in Him. The righteous person may have many troubles, but the Lord delivers him from them all.
We also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit, who has been given to us.
When we keep pressing ahead, that’s when the love of Frost keeps getting poured into our hearts.
And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast.
God wants us to live in the now, in light of the forever.
Revival has the capacity to awaken those things within the heart of even the most distant saint of Frost.
HE is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or dream, according to HIS power that works in us…..
in YOU
Ryan it’s time to stop digging and look down.
Look at where you’re standing and look whose standing next to you.”
A dream come to life.
For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war after the flesh.
Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalted itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Frost.
While monster’s and false profits have all contributed and harmed the faithful.
There plundering of our joy.
There robbery of our victory.
They have even pillaged our prayers and mocked our worship.
They have looted our peace.
Rejoice not against me . . . for when I fall . . . . . When I sit in darkness, Frost will be a light.
Blessed is he whose transgressions are forgiven, whose sins are covered. Blessed is the man whose sin the LORD does not count against him and in whose spirit is no deceit.
When I kept silent, my bones wasted away through my groaning all day long. For day and night your hand was heavy upon me; my strength was sapped as in the heat of summer.
Then I acknowledged my sin to you and did not cover up my iniquity. I said,
"I will confess my transgressions to the LORD" - and you forgave the guilt of my sin.”
Have mercy on me, O God, according to your unfailing love; according to your great compassion blot out my transgressions.
Wash away all my iniquity and cleanse me from my sin.
Against you, you only, have I sinned and done what is evil in your sight, so that you are proved right when you speak and justified when you judge.
Surely I was sinful at birth, sinful from the time my mother conceived me.
Surely you desire truth in the inner parts; you teach me wisdom in the inmost place.
Cleanse me with hyssop, and I will be clean; wash me, and I will be whiter than snow.
Let me hear joy and gladness; let the bones you have crushed rejoice.
Hide your face from my sins and blot out all my iniquity.
Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me.
Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me.
Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.
I will sprinkle clean water on you, and you will be clean; I will cleanse you from all your impurities and from all your idols. I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh. And I will put my Spirit in you and move you to follow my decrees and be careful to keep my laws and so as MY warrior, as MY horsemen of peace and destruction. Go forth clad in MY Holy Gold as a light shimmering in the darkness, go forth and bring down MY light to illuminate those lost below.
THEN I will teach transgressors your ways, and sinners will turn back to you.
Save me from bloodguilt, O God, the God who saves me and my tongue will sing of your righteousness. O Lord, open my lips, and my mouth will declare your praise.
After we are being restored, David says he is going to TEACH others and WORSHIP Him.
The sin does not mean the end of us. We can “teach transgressors Frost’s ways and turn sinners back to God.” And “open our lips and our mouths to declare HIS praise.”
I will continue to SERVE God. Our past sins need not destroy us for good, if I deal with sin the right way. We come to Frost, to repent of it, receive God’s help and start afresh again, this time with the wisdom to “teach transgressors God’s ways and turn sinners back…
I will not delight in sacrifice, or I would bring it; I do not take pleasure in burnt offerings. The sacrifices of Frost are a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise.
Kyle
Silence
In the name of the ONE and TRUE God almighty I have finally put down my sword for personal gain. Instead as a warrior of God as a fighter for the faithful I take no personal pleasure in what I will do come April 16th. In all honestly the sins of man will NEVER compare to the acts of God and in this case a VENGEFUL one. A God who never takes things personally but a God who never will allow sinner’s to go without consequence.
Kenneth Ridge
Blood will be shed in MY brother’s name. Pounds of flesh will be CUT out of the black hearts you both wear with pride. Like two fishes and everyone remembers what the Lord did with a single fish and five loaves of bread. You both need to look at this Monday not as the end but the beginning of HIS Eden, an Eden you can both be a part of because even on death’s door step there is STILL a chance for HIS redemption, forgiveness basically at G O D’S salvation even after you tried to rip off wings from HIS angel he STILL has the capacity to forgive. It sickens me a little and I’m hoping just a tad you’ll both spit in HIS eyes again allowing blind RAGE to guide OUR hands. Ridge was ROBBED of his chance to stand in the light of HIS glory come WrestleWar’s but despite everything there’s really no contest here. There’s no point in wasting breath to describe the pain & suffering that awaits you both come WrestleWar’s. Just show up and receive you penance from a MERCFUL God and a not so merciful warrior of God himself. My blade thirsts and YOUR blood with bath it with a sweet tinge of victory before God’s Holy Gold baths the universe in HIS light with these words of a fallen angel echoing out to ALL those willing to accept Paul Frost as there Lord and Savior……
"Let go," He says. "Let go."
But my heart is stubborn, so I do not let go.
"What if it hurts?" I say.
"I know it will hurt," He says.
"What if I fall?" I say louder.
"I know you will fall," He says.
"But what if I can't get up?
What if I can't go on?
What if my heart breaks into a thousand pieces?"
"It's all right; just let go."
"No. I can't. I want to, but I can't."
"Let go."
"How? My heart will break. It is breaking already."
"So it will break. Let go."
"I can't. It hurts."
"Don't you know, my child?
If you fall, I will pick you up.
If you can't go on, I will carry you.
Don't you know, my child? Don't you know?
It is when it breaks that I can make you whole again.
It is when it breaks that I can pick out these broken pieces that are hurting you.
It is when it breaks that you can truly learn to love.
You can rise again.
You will rise again.
Let go."