Post by Geri Miller on Jun 17, 2023 22:55:18 GMT -5
Dear Diary
Seeing as my therapist thinks I need to do more to get my feelings out, here I am. It's hard to put into words the feelings I have toward Nick Danger. He is the reason I am not fighting Sonya Benson for the Television Title. It is ok though. That's the past. I am looking toward the future and my date on Brawl with Danger himself. Fool me once, shame on me. Fool me twice. Shame on you.
Danger isn't a danger at all. He is timid kind of like a lamb in a den of wolves. I am a wolf. I am an alpha. I am a leader. For far too long in my career, I have followed others. First, I followed Kennedy, Lissie, and Estrella in the Royal Family. I, then, played second fiddle to my own husband, Derrick Vayden. I fell in line in XWF with the Left Hand. I blindly followed them and now, I don't even know myself anymore.
Who am I? I seem to be a corrupted shell of my former self. I am twenty five years old and the only true accomplishment I have to show for anything is Makayla, my daughter. Hell, I couldn't even get pregnant and carry her. I had to adopt her so is it really my accomplishment?
As I sit here writing, I can't help but wonder why am I here? Am I in WGWf to prove myself to the fans? To Chris Page and Flash Rotten? Or was I here to prove myself to myself? Maybe that is it. Maybe in becoming Geri Vayden, I lost what made Geri Miller successful. Maybe I lost that person who won the Anarchy and Internet Title simultaneously in XWF. Maybe I lost the Goddess I truly am. Maybe I need to find her again in order to be a success.
Nick is in a dangerous position. He is stepping into the ring with a woman who is in desperate need of proving herself. Brawl is the event in which I get myself back. Brawl is about to get corrupt!
Geraldine Miller
Seeing as my therapist thinks I need to do more to get my feelings out, here I am. It's hard to put into words the feelings I have toward Nick Danger. He is the reason I am not fighting Sonya Benson for the Television Title. It is ok though. That's the past. I am looking toward the future and my date on Brawl with Danger himself. Fool me once, shame on me. Fool me twice. Shame on you.
Danger isn't a danger at all. He is timid kind of like a lamb in a den of wolves. I am a wolf. I am an alpha. I am a leader. For far too long in my career, I have followed others. First, I followed Kennedy, Lissie, and Estrella in the Royal Family. I, then, played second fiddle to my own husband, Derrick Vayden. I fell in line in XWF with the Left Hand. I blindly followed them and now, I don't even know myself anymore.
Who am I? I seem to be a corrupted shell of my former self. I am twenty five years old and the only true accomplishment I have to show for anything is Makayla, my daughter. Hell, I couldn't even get pregnant and carry her. I had to adopt her so is it really my accomplishment?
As I sit here writing, I can't help but wonder why am I here? Am I in WGWf to prove myself to the fans? To Chris Page and Flash Rotten? Or was I here to prove myself to myself? Maybe that is it. Maybe in becoming Geri Vayden, I lost what made Geri Miller successful. Maybe I lost that person who won the Anarchy and Internet Title simultaneously in XWF. Maybe I lost the Goddess I truly am. Maybe I need to find her again in order to be a success.
Nick is in a dangerous position. He is stepping into the ring with a woman who is in desperate need of proving herself. Brawl is the event in which I get myself back. Brawl is about to get corrupt!
Geraldine Miller