Post by Grimoire Xmyles on Aug 5, 2018 19:22:46 GMT -5
He was smiling. A lumpy, disfigured smile that stretched across his face like some kind of demented carnival clown. He leaned in close and grinned, displaying slightly crooked, yellowing teeth. Giggling hysterically, holding the sharp blade of his knife just under my jaw, he licked his lips.
I guess tonight was just one of those nights.
I did something any reasonable person would do. I shrank back, trying my hardest to make myself as small as possible. This is hard to do when you're pinned against the wall with a knife to your throat. You know, just slightly difficult.
But I should probably explain how I got into this unfortunate situation in the first place. How it all started when some drunken assholes ruined my night, making me walk two miles in the rain, just to be murdered by some psycho down by the wharf.
I'm getting ahead of myself though.
I had one of those names. The kind that if people were talking about you, no one would be able to tell if you were a boy or a girl. In fact, most people couldn't tell even if they looked me straight in the face. They'd scrunch their eyebrows up and look you over, trying to figure it out, male or female or hermaphrodite or what. It didn't really matter to me, I'm not that particular about gender specific pronouns. I only ever found it annoying when it hindered conversation. Most of the time I was mistaken for a boy; which was sometimes helpful and sometimes hindering. Really, it all depended on the situation.
If it wasn't for having such a boyish figure, narrow waist, flat chest, all sharp angles and limbs, I'm sure I would be recognized as a girl more often. But with a name like Alex, there isn't much you could do about that. Having such short hair probably didn't help much, either.
There were some things that were distinctly feminine, the way I walked, the way I ate. Then there were some things that just screamed manliness, the way I talked and acted, particularly around men. But it was safer to be recognized as a boy, less chance of being bothered in the city, less chance of trouble, you know what I mean? A fight here and there, sure. Living on the streets doesn't help much for that. There are lots of people eager to take a swing at some low-life street kid. I dunno, that's just the way things are. The best you can hope to do is keep low and look out for trouble.
Most of the time, I sleep on fire escapes. High, dry, safe. If the weather's clear, you can get up to the roof. Some of the best views in the city can be found on the rooftops. You just have to know where to look.
It'd been raining a lot lately. All my usual haunts were flooded or soaked, and I'd had to make do with some improvised alleyway junk for shelter. Considering how street view usually is, what with murderous muggers and uptown pedophiles, it'd actually been alright. For three whole nights, I hadn't had any trouble. That was pretty unusual. You usually can't go twenty-four hours without hearing about some robbery or murder taking place. Like I said, it's just the way things are here. It's just the way it's always been.
That is, until some goddamn assholes got the idea into their heads that it'd be funny to light my stuff on fire. I'd stashed it by a recycling dumpster behind a bar, pick-up wasn't for a few more days, and I'd figured it'd be safe. Although, in hindsight, that probably hadn't been the best idea.
I'd come back to find a dying blaze and four ossified bastards. When one pulled a knife on me, that was enough and I bailed the hell out of here.
It's funny, you hear all this news about the improvements made to the police force in recent years and yet they don't even show up when you fucking need them. The media has glorified this guy, set him up on a silver pedestal, that is, until he killed congressman Marley Bent. This really didn't bother me all that much, I didn't like that Bent guy much anyway. Creeped me out. Politicians, you know? It's like they always have some kind of ulterior motive.
After I ran off from those guys I started heading towards the old amusement park, which is withered and tired, but somehow still functional. They had a fenced playground behind the Ferris wheel; it would be easy to climb that fence and crash in the crawling tube until morning. It was never occupied. Nobody slept street wise down by the wharfs. At least, not since Don Dibachi marked them out as his territory. Just as well, more room for me. I'd figure out what to do after a nap, I was just too damn tired to think just now. After all, it was two in the morning. My mind had been up and running since dawn, not to mention I'd been walking most of the day.
So there I was, walking to the fairground, which was a ways from the bar; but a safe place to sleep. It was a not that far, about two and a half miles, but that was no biggie to me. I walked everywhere. My skinny Popsicle legs were made of muscle. And it was faster going since I didn't have my backpack anymore. I had to take a different way though, walking by the warehouses along the wharf. Those guys had gotten me running in the completely wrong direction or the route I usually took. It reeked of fish and I didn't know that area as well, but I knew it well enough. And I didn't want to run into those drunks again. Besides, this was the quickest route from the bar.
So being the stupid girl that I am, I opted for the fastest, shortest way. Because I was dead tired. So I opted for the darker, smellier route through an area I didn't know all that well. But this is just an example of my stupidity, usually I'm a lot more careful than this, so don't you dare judge or I'll punch you in the face.
Anyways.
Down by the wharf warehouses was where I ran into this whack job. That's right about where you came in.
I didn't recognize him at first, it was dark and he was like any other creep to me. He wasn't wearing that trademark face paint of his, and it was hard to see his scars in the dim light of wharf side. He was just any other weirdo running around after dark. It wasn't until after he spoke that my annoyance turned to curiosity and then later on, fear.
"Whatcha doin' down here all by yourself," He smacked his lips and paused, looking me up an down. I rolled my eyes. Nobody ever got it right on the first try. "Kid?" It amused me that he even cared about this kind of thing; he was just going to kill me anyways. Why bother with the specifics? I guess it was a good thing we were so close to the water, he wouldn't have to drag the body all that far.
"Listen; if you're going to kill me can you just get it over with? I'm tired of this bullshit." I said, exasperated. What a fucking weirdo.
He just laughed at me. He just kept laughing and laughing as if what I said was the funniest thing in the world. His laughter changed pitches at a sickening pace, escalating and becoming wilder as he went on. It was like he was trying to win a goddamn evil scientist award or something.
And then he pushed me up against a wall and held the knife to my throat.
In case you were wondering, this is about the time I started taking him seriously.
"Not afraid, huh, kid?" He grinned down at me, the sides of his mouth curving and curling up his cheeks. That's when I realized that I was dealing with the most clinically insane person that the newspapers had ever run a story about.
"Aw, fuck..." I realized, trying to press back into the wall.
Grimoire Xmyles laughed. Then suddenly cut off, pressing the knife against my throat. There was a sharp stinging pain and a trickle of something warm rolled down my neck. Blood. "So, uh, kiddo, you never answered my question." He growled, his face way too close for personal comfort.
I winced, it bothered me the way he placed emphasis on his n's and d's. But it bothered me slightly more that I was probably going to die within the next couple of minutes. I'd heard about this guy though, he played with his victims before he killed them.
There was this black feeling of panic welling up inside my chest. And my mind felt a little numb. It was like my lungs couldn't function or that my ribs were too small for my chest. Either way, I was really starting to freak out.
"Amusement Mile." I managed, grasping along the mortar behind me for a loose brick. If I was going down tonight, I was going down fighting.
He stopped and jerked back his sleeve in a fluid motion to glance at his watch. "I hate to break it to you, but uh- I don't think they're open this late." The way he popped his 't' made spit fly onto my face and I scrunched up my nose in discomfort.
"I know." I wanted to egg him on, make him angrier so he'd end this faster. I didn't care all that much. I only really cared about the pain; I wasn't that big of a fan. At one point I'd even wanted to die. Now, I didn't want to, but I didn't mind if I did. I was indifferent. After all, it wasn't like anybody would miss me; it wasn't like I had much to live for.
"Sneakin' in?" Was that curiousity I heard in his voice? What, like he wanted to know my life story before he killed me? Jeezers creazers. If he asked me for a story, damn it all to hell, I'd give him one he'd never forget. 'The year was 1791; I was twenty-one when it happened. I was a man then, the owner of a large plantation " I could go on and on.
"Yeah." The panic died down a little, though I didn't move from my frozen pose against the wall.
"What's a runt like you gonna do? Spray paint the carrousel horsies?" He giggled.
"You should do something else something funner. And there's nothing funner than explosives. TNT, C-4, dynamite. Nothing's better than a big loud boom."
I stared at him. What was he saying? That he was gonna blow some shit up tonight? Go ahead, by all means. Go ahead and do it. It's not my problem, nor is it any of my interest. Either kill me or let me go. Don't dink around with this theatrical philosophical nonsense. Hell no. I don't understand a word of it anyways.
But instead I said, "What?"
He wiped his nose on his sleeve and paused. He looked off to the side as if he was bored, tossing the spit around in his mouth. Eeugh, gross. "You uh, you like explosives?"
My vocabulary was currently limited to 'what', unfortunately, so I said it again. Except this time more in the tone of 'what the fuck do you mean'.
"EXPLOSIVES!" He roared; taking the knife and putting a long cut from the bottom of my eye to the corner of my lip. "Do you like explosives?" He patted my unscathed cheek with his free hand. "Oh kiddo, you haven't lived until you've tried 'em! Like fireworks. Everyone likes fireworks right? Pretty lights, loud noise, all that shit. Lots of fun."
He grabbed me by the hair and pushed me back the way I came, snapping his knife shut and stowing it in his pocket. "You know, you have given me an excellent idea." He laughed, "Let's play a game. You guess what my idea is, ok, it involves C-4, a Ferris wheel, and the day, uh- school let's out."
As soon as he started the 'game' he ended it. "Come on! Let's go!" He said gleefully, renewing his grip on my hair. "I just know you and me, well " He burst into a fit of giggles. "Heh heh, oh, we're going to be the best of friends."
I swear to god he even skipped a little. He was crazy, a maniac, a monster. There was probably no worse way to die than at the hands of this loony. Which was something I would really prefer not to do. Like I said earlier, remember? Pain, low threshold.
And for the first time in a long time, I was afraid. It wasn't that silly nervous first day of school stuff. No. This was gut wrenching, panic inducing fear. The kind where you pissed your pants you were so goddamn scared. Luckily I hadn't pissed myself yet. But that same mind numbing chill that was making its way down my spine was making it difficult to remain calm, at least, as calm as I was managing to be in this situation.
Which was not much, believe me.
I didn't realize that I was crying until I felt wetness at the corner of my mouth and tasted the salt. It'd been a long while since I'd cried, either. Breaking two taboos in a single day. Will wonders never cease?
It was hard to see where we were going; his grip on my hair turned my head so that I was looking up and away from where we were headed. But he walked back the way I had just come, down the waterway. This son-of-a-bitch had been watching me for a while.
"So, what's your name beautiful? You -uhm, come here often?" He chuckled and tossed the spit around in his mouth. I tried to lean away, forgetting for a moment about his grip on my hair. He smelled funny. Like drying paint and gunpowder and smoke. But considering his occupation, that didn't really surprise me. He yanked my head back and that fucking knife was back. He stuck it behind my ear and pressed.
"You know, since these don't seem to work, well, we might as well just get rid of them." He growled.
"It's Alex." I said quickly, not wanting to upset him.
Grimoire threw back his head and laughed as if he had just heard the cleverest joke in the world. "Alex! Alexa! Alexis Luthor, Lexi-Laffsalot," He sang, "Lex!" Tired of the hold on my hair, he settled for a hand around my neck and a knife at my throat. The blade nicked against my skin with every jostling step and I winced.
"Fucking hell, just make it fast. I don't want to feel it... make it fast, ok?" I couldn't believe I was begging. But the words came out of my mouth like a faucet had been turned in my brain and wouldn't shut off. I just wouldn't shut up. "Please!"
He waggled his eyebrows at me. I could see flecks of white paint dried in them. He looked like a different person without all the grease paint on. The television in the windows of Marty's was always on one of the news channels. Yhey only ever showed him with all that gunk on his face. Maybe no one had ever seen him without his face on.
He definitely looked scarier without the paint.
His eyes were nearly black and there were dark purple circles under his sunken eyes. His scars raked up the sides of his face, lumpy and disfigured, giving him that famous Cheshire grin. There was a tie-dye bruise near his temple and a long scratch below his left eye. His nose was crooked in a few places, as if it had been broken several different times.
He sighed and feigned disappointment. "I don't understand you at all, kiddo."
"When you kill me, I don't want to feel it. You're going to kill me eventually, right?"
"Say, kiddo, Alex," He grazed the knife up and down my cheek and licked his lips. "Why aren't you begging me to let you go? Where are the desperate pleas for help?" He leaned in close, "What about your Mommy and Daddy? Your friends?" That Glasgow grin stretched across his face, blood red and murderous. My face must have given away my answer, and he maliciously continued, his red lips parting to reveal disgusting yellow teeth. "Cause you don't have any, do you? You've got nobody. Nobody's got you, nobody's got me. You and me, we ain't got nobody." He sang. His expression sobered and he turned to look seriously at me. "Except don't ever say that, kid. Bad grammar, you know."
I nodded dumbly.
He was a lunatic.
“You remind me of Lily,” he hissed. “Why is it that this town is full of such youths that have no direction?” He lets out a solemn sigh. I didn’t understand why he was suddenly showing me signs of compassion. The question that I wish I hadn’t asked myself was answered in the form of the backs of his fingers running down my cheek and all the way down my chest. “I’ll give you a reason to exist just a while longer.”
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Even now, people do not realise precisely what took place on that fateful night. Or why. I don’t need to divulge into the full details. At least not yet…
I realise that asphyxiating him in a vehicle with a lower volume of space would have been more effective than a limousine. I figured if Adam was to go out, I could at least let him do it in style.
I’m fully aware that Adam Barker and you go way back. Your friendship and acquaintance with him is well documented. It was never about Adam Barker, Chris. It was about YOU.
It was ALWAYS about you.
We all know that you have leverage in this company even now.
You are suffocating the WGWF, Chris. You are killing that which you have tried so hard for so long to keep afloat. You need to open your eyes. The WGWF is dying; drowning as you hold each and every other person down just so that you can keep you head above water in the seas of relevance. Maybe that is why your precious roster is looking so depleted; for anybody with any sense has jumped ship like the rats that they are.
But if the WGWF is going to die, it’s going to happen by MY hands.
What a pathetic and sorry state this federation is in. So heavily reliant on old names that hold no merit; The Sentinel, Dustin Holt, Luke Riggs; mere placeholders and props in place of bona fide stars with any actual talent. Look at Alyce Starchylde. Look at Lunacy. Christian Connolly is another; stars with credibility that you have taken under your wing as a simple means of keeping the competition out of your hair.
What’s that saying? Keep your friends close and your enemies closer?
People see me as a merciless killer. I like to think of myself as more of a vulture; prowling the skies and waiting to pick at the carcasses that rot in the baking heat below, or those that are too incapable of moving and simply putting an end to their misery whilst getting my feed. You, Chris? You are an old fool who should be fit for a retirement home. Still, if Terry Borden is still able to navigate a wrestling ring without the use of a Zimmer Frame at 110 years of age, then what’s stopping you?
You’ve always said that you are more a fighter than a wrestler, yet the stipulation you have chosen for us seems to focus more on the latter. What does that say to me? It says to be me one of two things;
One. There is going to be more to this match than meets the eye.
Or…
Two. You’re a fucking idiot.
What does defeating me achieve, Chris? Does it categorise itself as vengeance on behalf of Adam Barker? Is this your way of showing the roster, nay, the world that you’re so talented that you’re capable of beating the crazed villain that must be stopped?
What’s more, you seeming to be trying to get me some sort of incentive. What do you have to gain from offering me a match of my own stipulation if I were to defeat you? You are playing with fire, my friend…
I could get myself disqualified. Or I could simply beat you at your own game.
You’ve walked right in to a trap. You win, you get nothing. You lose, you lose everything. Even if you win, do you think I will be banished back into the shadows with no means of escape?
I will not stop.
I will keep coming back.
Again.
And again.
And again.
You think you are some form of unbreakable rock, yet I will keep chipping away at you and your psyche until there is nothing but dust.
Your nightmare is only just beginning, my friend.
I guess tonight was just one of those nights.
I did something any reasonable person would do. I shrank back, trying my hardest to make myself as small as possible. This is hard to do when you're pinned against the wall with a knife to your throat. You know, just slightly difficult.
But I should probably explain how I got into this unfortunate situation in the first place. How it all started when some drunken assholes ruined my night, making me walk two miles in the rain, just to be murdered by some psycho down by the wharf.
I'm getting ahead of myself though.
I had one of those names. The kind that if people were talking about you, no one would be able to tell if you were a boy or a girl. In fact, most people couldn't tell even if they looked me straight in the face. They'd scrunch their eyebrows up and look you over, trying to figure it out, male or female or hermaphrodite or what. It didn't really matter to me, I'm not that particular about gender specific pronouns. I only ever found it annoying when it hindered conversation. Most of the time I was mistaken for a boy; which was sometimes helpful and sometimes hindering. Really, it all depended on the situation.
If it wasn't for having such a boyish figure, narrow waist, flat chest, all sharp angles and limbs, I'm sure I would be recognized as a girl more often. But with a name like Alex, there isn't much you could do about that. Having such short hair probably didn't help much, either.
There were some things that were distinctly feminine, the way I walked, the way I ate. Then there were some things that just screamed manliness, the way I talked and acted, particularly around men. But it was safer to be recognized as a boy, less chance of being bothered in the city, less chance of trouble, you know what I mean? A fight here and there, sure. Living on the streets doesn't help much for that. There are lots of people eager to take a swing at some low-life street kid. I dunno, that's just the way things are. The best you can hope to do is keep low and look out for trouble.
Most of the time, I sleep on fire escapes. High, dry, safe. If the weather's clear, you can get up to the roof. Some of the best views in the city can be found on the rooftops. You just have to know where to look.
It'd been raining a lot lately. All my usual haunts were flooded or soaked, and I'd had to make do with some improvised alleyway junk for shelter. Considering how street view usually is, what with murderous muggers and uptown pedophiles, it'd actually been alright. For three whole nights, I hadn't had any trouble. That was pretty unusual. You usually can't go twenty-four hours without hearing about some robbery or murder taking place. Like I said, it's just the way things are here. It's just the way it's always been.
That is, until some goddamn assholes got the idea into their heads that it'd be funny to light my stuff on fire. I'd stashed it by a recycling dumpster behind a bar, pick-up wasn't for a few more days, and I'd figured it'd be safe. Although, in hindsight, that probably hadn't been the best idea.
I'd come back to find a dying blaze and four ossified bastards. When one pulled a knife on me, that was enough and I bailed the hell out of here.
It's funny, you hear all this news about the improvements made to the police force in recent years and yet they don't even show up when you fucking need them. The media has glorified this guy, set him up on a silver pedestal, that is, until he killed congressman Marley Bent. This really didn't bother me all that much, I didn't like that Bent guy much anyway. Creeped me out. Politicians, you know? It's like they always have some kind of ulterior motive.
After I ran off from those guys I started heading towards the old amusement park, which is withered and tired, but somehow still functional. They had a fenced playground behind the Ferris wheel; it would be easy to climb that fence and crash in the crawling tube until morning. It was never occupied. Nobody slept street wise down by the wharfs. At least, not since Don Dibachi marked them out as his territory. Just as well, more room for me. I'd figure out what to do after a nap, I was just too damn tired to think just now. After all, it was two in the morning. My mind had been up and running since dawn, not to mention I'd been walking most of the day.
So there I was, walking to the fairground, which was a ways from the bar; but a safe place to sleep. It was a not that far, about two and a half miles, but that was no biggie to me. I walked everywhere. My skinny Popsicle legs were made of muscle. And it was faster going since I didn't have my backpack anymore. I had to take a different way though, walking by the warehouses along the wharf. Those guys had gotten me running in the completely wrong direction or the route I usually took. It reeked of fish and I didn't know that area as well, but I knew it well enough. And I didn't want to run into those drunks again. Besides, this was the quickest route from the bar.
So being the stupid girl that I am, I opted for the fastest, shortest way. Because I was dead tired. So I opted for the darker, smellier route through an area I didn't know all that well. But this is just an example of my stupidity, usually I'm a lot more careful than this, so don't you dare judge or I'll punch you in the face.
Anyways.
Down by the wharf warehouses was where I ran into this whack job. That's right about where you came in.
I didn't recognize him at first, it was dark and he was like any other creep to me. He wasn't wearing that trademark face paint of his, and it was hard to see his scars in the dim light of wharf side. He was just any other weirdo running around after dark. It wasn't until after he spoke that my annoyance turned to curiosity and then later on, fear.
"Whatcha doin' down here all by yourself," He smacked his lips and paused, looking me up an down. I rolled my eyes. Nobody ever got it right on the first try. "Kid?" It amused me that he even cared about this kind of thing; he was just going to kill me anyways. Why bother with the specifics? I guess it was a good thing we were so close to the water, he wouldn't have to drag the body all that far.
"Listen; if you're going to kill me can you just get it over with? I'm tired of this bullshit." I said, exasperated. What a fucking weirdo.
He just laughed at me. He just kept laughing and laughing as if what I said was the funniest thing in the world. His laughter changed pitches at a sickening pace, escalating and becoming wilder as he went on. It was like he was trying to win a goddamn evil scientist award or something.
And then he pushed me up against a wall and held the knife to my throat.
In case you were wondering, this is about the time I started taking him seriously.
"Not afraid, huh, kid?" He grinned down at me, the sides of his mouth curving and curling up his cheeks. That's when I realized that I was dealing with the most clinically insane person that the newspapers had ever run a story about.
"Aw, fuck..." I realized, trying to press back into the wall.
Grimoire Xmyles laughed. Then suddenly cut off, pressing the knife against my throat. There was a sharp stinging pain and a trickle of something warm rolled down my neck. Blood. "So, uh, kiddo, you never answered my question." He growled, his face way too close for personal comfort.
I winced, it bothered me the way he placed emphasis on his n's and d's. But it bothered me slightly more that I was probably going to die within the next couple of minutes. I'd heard about this guy though, he played with his victims before he killed them.
There was this black feeling of panic welling up inside my chest. And my mind felt a little numb. It was like my lungs couldn't function or that my ribs were too small for my chest. Either way, I was really starting to freak out.
"Amusement Mile." I managed, grasping along the mortar behind me for a loose brick. If I was going down tonight, I was going down fighting.
He stopped and jerked back his sleeve in a fluid motion to glance at his watch. "I hate to break it to you, but uh- I don't think they're open this late." The way he popped his 't' made spit fly onto my face and I scrunched up my nose in discomfort.
"I know." I wanted to egg him on, make him angrier so he'd end this faster. I didn't care all that much. I only really cared about the pain; I wasn't that big of a fan. At one point I'd even wanted to die. Now, I didn't want to, but I didn't mind if I did. I was indifferent. After all, it wasn't like anybody would miss me; it wasn't like I had much to live for.
"Sneakin' in?" Was that curiousity I heard in his voice? What, like he wanted to know my life story before he killed me? Jeezers creazers. If he asked me for a story, damn it all to hell, I'd give him one he'd never forget. 'The year was 1791; I was twenty-one when it happened. I was a man then, the owner of a large plantation " I could go on and on.
"Yeah." The panic died down a little, though I didn't move from my frozen pose against the wall.
"What's a runt like you gonna do? Spray paint the carrousel horsies?" He giggled.
"You should do something else something funner. And there's nothing funner than explosives. TNT, C-4, dynamite. Nothing's better than a big loud boom."
I stared at him. What was he saying? That he was gonna blow some shit up tonight? Go ahead, by all means. Go ahead and do it. It's not my problem, nor is it any of my interest. Either kill me or let me go. Don't dink around with this theatrical philosophical nonsense. Hell no. I don't understand a word of it anyways.
But instead I said, "What?"
He wiped his nose on his sleeve and paused. He looked off to the side as if he was bored, tossing the spit around in his mouth. Eeugh, gross. "You uh, you like explosives?"
My vocabulary was currently limited to 'what', unfortunately, so I said it again. Except this time more in the tone of 'what the fuck do you mean'.
"EXPLOSIVES!" He roared; taking the knife and putting a long cut from the bottom of my eye to the corner of my lip. "Do you like explosives?" He patted my unscathed cheek with his free hand. "Oh kiddo, you haven't lived until you've tried 'em! Like fireworks. Everyone likes fireworks right? Pretty lights, loud noise, all that shit. Lots of fun."
He grabbed me by the hair and pushed me back the way I came, snapping his knife shut and stowing it in his pocket. "You know, you have given me an excellent idea." He laughed, "Let's play a game. You guess what my idea is, ok, it involves C-4, a Ferris wheel, and the day, uh- school let's out."
As soon as he started the 'game' he ended it. "Come on! Let's go!" He said gleefully, renewing his grip on my hair. "I just know you and me, well " He burst into a fit of giggles. "Heh heh, oh, we're going to be the best of friends."
I swear to god he even skipped a little. He was crazy, a maniac, a monster. There was probably no worse way to die than at the hands of this loony. Which was something I would really prefer not to do. Like I said earlier, remember? Pain, low threshold.
And for the first time in a long time, I was afraid. It wasn't that silly nervous first day of school stuff. No. This was gut wrenching, panic inducing fear. The kind where you pissed your pants you were so goddamn scared. Luckily I hadn't pissed myself yet. But that same mind numbing chill that was making its way down my spine was making it difficult to remain calm, at least, as calm as I was managing to be in this situation.
Which was not much, believe me.
I didn't realize that I was crying until I felt wetness at the corner of my mouth and tasted the salt. It'd been a long while since I'd cried, either. Breaking two taboos in a single day. Will wonders never cease?
It was hard to see where we were going; his grip on my hair turned my head so that I was looking up and away from where we were headed. But he walked back the way I had just come, down the waterway. This son-of-a-bitch had been watching me for a while.
"So, what's your name beautiful? You -uhm, come here often?" He chuckled and tossed the spit around in his mouth. I tried to lean away, forgetting for a moment about his grip on my hair. He smelled funny. Like drying paint and gunpowder and smoke. But considering his occupation, that didn't really surprise me. He yanked my head back and that fucking knife was back. He stuck it behind my ear and pressed.
"You know, since these don't seem to work, well, we might as well just get rid of them." He growled.
"It's Alex." I said quickly, not wanting to upset him.
Grimoire threw back his head and laughed as if he had just heard the cleverest joke in the world. "Alex! Alexa! Alexis Luthor, Lexi-Laffsalot," He sang, "Lex!" Tired of the hold on my hair, he settled for a hand around my neck and a knife at my throat. The blade nicked against my skin with every jostling step and I winced.
"Fucking hell, just make it fast. I don't want to feel it... make it fast, ok?" I couldn't believe I was begging. But the words came out of my mouth like a faucet had been turned in my brain and wouldn't shut off. I just wouldn't shut up. "Please!"
He waggled his eyebrows at me. I could see flecks of white paint dried in them. He looked like a different person without all the grease paint on. The television in the windows of Marty's was always on one of the news channels. Yhey only ever showed him with all that gunk on his face. Maybe no one had ever seen him without his face on.
He definitely looked scarier without the paint.
His eyes were nearly black and there were dark purple circles under his sunken eyes. His scars raked up the sides of his face, lumpy and disfigured, giving him that famous Cheshire grin. There was a tie-dye bruise near his temple and a long scratch below his left eye. His nose was crooked in a few places, as if it had been broken several different times.
He sighed and feigned disappointment. "I don't understand you at all, kiddo."
"When you kill me, I don't want to feel it. You're going to kill me eventually, right?"
"Say, kiddo, Alex," He grazed the knife up and down my cheek and licked his lips. "Why aren't you begging me to let you go? Where are the desperate pleas for help?" He leaned in close, "What about your Mommy and Daddy? Your friends?" That Glasgow grin stretched across his face, blood red and murderous. My face must have given away my answer, and he maliciously continued, his red lips parting to reveal disgusting yellow teeth. "Cause you don't have any, do you? You've got nobody. Nobody's got you, nobody's got me. You and me, we ain't got nobody." He sang. His expression sobered and he turned to look seriously at me. "Except don't ever say that, kid. Bad grammar, you know."
I nodded dumbly.
He was a lunatic.
“You remind me of Lily,” he hissed. “Why is it that this town is full of such youths that have no direction?” He lets out a solemn sigh. I didn’t understand why he was suddenly showing me signs of compassion. The question that I wish I hadn’t asked myself was answered in the form of the backs of his fingers running down my cheek and all the way down my chest. “I’ll give you a reason to exist just a while longer.”
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Even now, people do not realise precisely what took place on that fateful night. Or why. I don’t need to divulge into the full details. At least not yet…
I realise that asphyxiating him in a vehicle with a lower volume of space would have been more effective than a limousine. I figured if Adam was to go out, I could at least let him do it in style.
I’m fully aware that Adam Barker and you go way back. Your friendship and acquaintance with him is well documented. It was never about Adam Barker, Chris. It was about YOU.
It was ALWAYS about you.
We all know that you have leverage in this company even now.
You are suffocating the WGWF, Chris. You are killing that which you have tried so hard for so long to keep afloat. You need to open your eyes. The WGWF is dying; drowning as you hold each and every other person down just so that you can keep you head above water in the seas of relevance. Maybe that is why your precious roster is looking so depleted; for anybody with any sense has jumped ship like the rats that they are.
But if the WGWF is going to die, it’s going to happen by MY hands.
What a pathetic and sorry state this federation is in. So heavily reliant on old names that hold no merit; The Sentinel, Dustin Holt, Luke Riggs; mere placeholders and props in place of bona fide stars with any actual talent. Look at Alyce Starchylde. Look at Lunacy. Christian Connolly is another; stars with credibility that you have taken under your wing as a simple means of keeping the competition out of your hair.
What’s that saying? Keep your friends close and your enemies closer?
People see me as a merciless killer. I like to think of myself as more of a vulture; prowling the skies and waiting to pick at the carcasses that rot in the baking heat below, or those that are too incapable of moving and simply putting an end to their misery whilst getting my feed. You, Chris? You are an old fool who should be fit for a retirement home. Still, if Terry Borden is still able to navigate a wrestling ring without the use of a Zimmer Frame at 110 years of age, then what’s stopping you?
You’ve always said that you are more a fighter than a wrestler, yet the stipulation you have chosen for us seems to focus more on the latter. What does that say to me? It says to be me one of two things;
One. There is going to be more to this match than meets the eye.
Or…
Two. You’re a fucking idiot.
What does defeating me achieve, Chris? Does it categorise itself as vengeance on behalf of Adam Barker? Is this your way of showing the roster, nay, the world that you’re so talented that you’re capable of beating the crazed villain that must be stopped?
What’s more, you seeming to be trying to get me some sort of incentive. What do you have to gain from offering me a match of my own stipulation if I were to defeat you? You are playing with fire, my friend…
I could get myself disqualified. Or I could simply beat you at your own game.
You’ve walked right in to a trap. You win, you get nothing. You lose, you lose everything. Even if you win, do you think I will be banished back into the shadows with no means of escape?
I will not stop.
I will keep coming back.
Again.
And again.
And again.
You think you are some form of unbreakable rock, yet I will keep chipping away at you and your psyche until there is nothing but dust.
Your nightmare is only just beginning, my friend.